The only thing you have to look forward to is worshipping Goddess Alexis. She knows the power she has over male supplicants like you, and how she can get you to spend all your hard working dollars on her. Now, present that lame excuse for a cock to your Goddess so that she can humiliate you, and stroke it to Goddess until she permits you to cum. Maybe she will even make you eat your own cum just for added amusement.